Sunday, May 11, 2008
im tired. from the last meeting session before our departure. and from the aching pain at my tail-bone.
a foolish me fell on my butt while rollerblading at ecp yesterday. it's super duper painful. but i really do count my blessings that i didnt hurt my spine or something. when i landed on the ground, my vision immediately went blurry, i felt i was floating. i was so so so worried i would black out, i rmbed calling out to anita to hold onto my hand, while the rest was trying their best to remove the horrendously heavy rollerblades. slowly, my hearing even became muffled. waaa i thought that was it! =xxxx
luckily im perfectly fine!! just that i wished the pain will be gone before friday, or else i wont be able to sit properly. imagine the long journey there!
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my cousin's belated bday dinner over my house was good. it was great seeing her after so long. yes no matter what, i wish to believe she is still the good old cousin i knew. and i still love her for who she is.
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when all comes alive!
yes, im beginning to breathe in the fact that it's only 5 days from now... after all these months of preparation, after hearing so much from my bro and other frens of what it is like to be on a YEP, after almost being able to join the previous expedition, it seems surreal that im FINALLY going for one.
sense of fear, anticipation, excitement, not knowing what to expect ... thousand and one emotions all jumbled up together...
even my dad just told me few hours ago that he is going to miss me already... 3 weeks is neither too long, or too short. but i guess it's enough to have a step forward to independence? hopefully.
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the right thing at the wrong time, is still the wrong thing.how true.
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